I'm bored at here

I want to chat with someone else Tru the net or mobile,I'm going crazy!I wan to text with my mom,bt she don't really seems like replying me..
Hell no,I hv to asscustom myself to this place n this life!
How can I pay attention on my training?(i mean dont do any mistake in training)I don wan to get scold from my coach..
Steady pls!
Ahh,I dono why when I'm in maba my shoulder hurt more often than usual,I hate my shoulder!it's really hurt me n make my mental think more negatively.. coz the pain is killing me..I hv to fix this!!!otherwise I'm always playing in pain...n the pain can't stop n make me feel like cutting them off!
Sorry I did complain alot..bt I mean it!!