明天考华语

明天考华语，真的是要了我的名!希望不会很难，生字不会太深，不然我真的要空着了..求神拜佛！哈哈

我不懂为什么，我的伤越来越多，有时无端端脚会痛，今早起身竟然风湿，痛死我了，害到我考试时在那边动来动去，因为实在是痛到不行。。我的妈啊！今天拿铁，弄到我的腰上又发作了。。
我的大腿，算有好点了，不过，现在我的大腿旁边和屁股走路有点痛。。希望没事情咯。。最怕是像我朋友一样，大腿伤，然后弄到屁股的骨有点移位。。。不要想太多，小伤而已吧！
还有我的肩膀，不知几时才能好，没去医疗。。医了也不一定会好！痛苦！！

09/10/2011

Today alot of things happen..we adopt a golden retriever,female 2years old,in a very bad condition,long nails about 1 inch long,dirty yellowish n black teeth,skin problem,slim..n smells bad!
After sending her home,we rush to one u for cutie pet fun fair,reach thr about 4.30 pm some booth are closing,saw alot of dogs hunskies,poodles,schnauzer,shih tzu n a very rare dog saint Bernard ,he is huge!actually there is ntg to see,coz the booth all close early ,n some of the dogs n owner gone home..
Then we going to eat bah kut teh,v Mickey my new Pekingese dog..n yay dad order my favorite dry bah kut teh!finish our food we went to Qiant to buy chicken for cooking ,saw someone,nah don't mention who is ,she doesn't exist..invisible!
Finish buying chicken ,went back home n it's late for me,dad rest for awhile ,mom iron my pinafore ,bro helpin me to complete my school project,n we done all that,it's about 8 something..I hv to go bck o my hostel,wake dad up..n send me bck to my hostel..say bye to Casper,Mickey,Coco,grandma sleeping d..this week I went bck n seldom talk to my grandma:( I dint spend time to chat v her ..sorry!sometimes she talk too much,make me feel annoying,but she is lonely I know,sorry for sometimes I ignore u ,grandma!
And yea,bye to home n daddy mummy!Can't see them until weekend ,I will miss them alot!
I hate Sunday,always feel sad or angry after reaching or on the way to hostel,coz I have to stay apart with my parents n family!
If the game don't delay,my game is about to finish at China for few more days..n break camp n enjoy my time v family n holiday,but too bad ,game delay n its fixed!December ,2 more months to go,boy team is about to depart from
Malaysia to Vietnam,their game doesn't delay,still the same day,18 oct ,good luck guys!
I end it here,Going to sleep now,good night readers!

September 18

很多人每次都叫我要好好休息，照顾好自己，不要等上严重了才来后悔，再这样伤下去，老了会很辛苦，这些我都知道！但我哪里找时间来休息啊？！这里每天都有练球，痛了只能忍！我也不知可以忍到几时。不知我老了以后，我会有多辛苦。我连自己私人时间都没了哪里跑时间来给我弄好我的脚？要是练球痛时，我只能忍，忍到不行了才告诉教练，不然会被说一点点小事，小痛救药休息。就算和教练说了，还不是休息那一两天，休息就了又被骂。不然严重了去看医生，比赛都没得打。烦~

明天学校假期取消了，得去上课，原本明造五点四十五分有练球，也取消了。因为有几个考pmr的去向教练要求不要练球，而我们的球技状况和练球状况都不是很好，所以教练生气了，我们向他要求的东西太多了，而且我们海练得那么烂，教练真的生气了，叫我们考完试以后，不要向他要求多多了。
从今以后我们练球要加油，集中精神，不要给教练骂！加油吧，还有两个月，一起挨下去！

回到了宿舍，有一点不舍得离开家人。以后我还在国家队，或许不会有那么多时间和家人出去，没什么机会在假期里去玩。因为比赛延迟了，原本在10月4日比赛的，延迟了到12月4日。还要挨多三个月！不然现在都苦练要准备出国了。结果还要挨多几个月，放假也没了。如果十月比，我的假期真的会过到很精彩，现在打到来假期也省下不多，不好玩了...11月头就放假了，我们都没得趁这个假期去玩，反而要接受地狱式的练球。
我的膝盖又痛，不知怎么了。肩膀算是旧伤却还没医好。真的很痛苦。

又回到国家队练球的生活

回到国家队应该有3，４个月了，正式搬回来也有2个月了，最近练球也不错，没身么中骂。希望可以维持下去吧。
离开家庭，也得慢慢习惯没有那种家人的感觉，真是有点难，不过，我适应了，但偶尔突然会很想家。学习独立真的很难，对我来说，我已经达到了60%的独立。
不知要写什么了，太累了。晚安

I'm bored at here

I want to chat with someone else Tru the net or mobile,I'm going crazy!I wan to text with my mom,bt she don't really seems like replying me..
Hell no,I hv to asscustom myself to this place n this life!
How can I pay attention on my training?(i mean dont do any mistake in training)I don wan to get scold from my coach..
Steady pls!
Ahh,I dono why when I'm in maba my shoulder hurt more often than usual,I hate my shoulder!it's really hurt me n make my mental think more negatively.. coz the pain is killing me..I hv to fix this!!!otherwise I'm always playing in pain...n the pain can't stop n make me feel like cutting them off!
Sorry I did complain alot..bt I mean it!!