回到了宿舍，有一点不舍得离开家人。以后我还在国家队，或许不会有那么多时间和家人出去，没什么机会在假期里去玩。因为比赛延迟了，原本在10月4日比赛的，延迟了到12月4日。还要挨多三个月！不然现在都苦练要准备出国了。结果还要挨多几个月，放假也没了。如果十月比，我的假期真的会过到很精彩，现在打到来假期也省下不多，不好玩了...11月头就放假了，我们都没得趁这个假期去玩，反而要接受地狱式的练球。
我的膝盖又痛，不知怎么了。肩膀算是旧伤却还没医好。真的很痛苦。

又回到国家队练球的生活

回到国家队应该有3，４个月了，正式搬回来也有2个月了，最近练球也不错，没身么中骂。希望可以维持下去吧。
离开家庭，也得慢慢习惯没有那种家人的感觉，真是有点难，不过，我适应了，但偶尔突然会很想家。学习独立真的很难，对我来说，我已经达到了60%的独立。
不知要写什么了，太累了。晚安

I'm bored at here

I want to chat with someone else Tru the net or mobile,I'm going crazy!I wan to text with my mom,bt she don't really seems like replying me..
Hell no,I hv to asscustom myself to this place n this life!
How can I pay attention on my training?(i mean dont do any mistake in training)I don wan to get scold from my coach..
Steady pls!
Ahh,I dono why when I'm in maba my shoulder hurt more often than usual,I hate my shoulder!it's really hurt me n make my mental think more negatively.. coz the pain is killing me..I hv to fix this!!!otherwise I'm always playing in pain...n the pain can't stop n make me feel like cutting them off!
Sorry I did complain alot..bt I mean it!!

累！不集中精神了

今天练前锋的drills,好几次都做错，虽然没被骂，但是让我变得没信心有压力！上篮大多数还不进呢
练完以后跑10个sprint 2set,跑时间跑不过就要从跑，第一set过关，第二就跑到要死了，因为第一set的气还没喘完就跑第二set了！我第三set也跑不过，全身酸痛跑不动了！气也喘不过来。直到第5set 加时我才跑过关！跑完后累倒不能形容，突然很困！很想睡觉。不fit了。腰和肩膀很痛很酸！跑sprint时肩膀都要断了！跑完以后头又痛，脚又酸，又累！我的天哪！救命！

May8 Singapore friendly match(Sukma)

今天是我在新加坡的第二天，早上练球，原本下午也有练球练完球八点晚上还有友谊赛，但是下午天很黑，要下雨了，我们的友谊赛本来是在户外球场打，临时换了，换了新加坡国家队练球的地方打。
我们下午出午餐，休息一下就准备去比赛。今天我觉得我打的很好，比较敢切篮了，也没觉得怕！
嗯....我们住在Geylang!每次晚上回来都有东西看！昨天是劳动节，更多鸡！哈哈！
看到一些很美的，当妓女有点可惜了！
还有啊，这里没的上网，酒店没wifi!闷到~＠＠
很想念我家的宝贝！Casper!!那天教练来在我，我走时，它一直吠。可爱到！真是我的乖孩子！
要睡了！晚安！

Seems like this blog is fill with sad stories

1st let's talk about Jojo/Joe ..brought him to clinic last nite..Dr Ku check him up,n tell us everything about the sick la,bt not very sure what sick Jojo having now,maybe old age,maybe inter body like lungs,liver n etc not working very well or either the" KUTU" on his body..
He having to take medicine everyday,no appetite to eat,so Tat I hv to force him to eat with open his mouth by using my hand n throw the food inside of his mouth n then slowly massage his troat..He is losing weight badly that day we weight at thr clinic it's about 7.12kg n yesterday become 6.82kg..poor Jojo ..hope u get well soon !!!don't make us feel disappointed to you Kay?after u get well mommy buy u some junk food!!good boy Joe !!god bless

A very sad case here...my cousin sister pass away at my house in the evening today..my mom feed her drink milk about five to six pm today,but after few hour later my mom going to feed her again my mom saw she is not breathing n not moving,my mom quickly rush out n ask us to see clearly is it she is gone,then I quickly run towards my cousin sister n see,her eye is not moving,her hand is not moving too,I can't see thr body movement like when we inhale n exhale..maybe this is good or this is bad,coz she is a disable child,her mom left her v her 3 normal brother,she is the only disable child in his family,she suffered from blind,eating n drinking problem,can't walk can't talk for 8years..n now she don hv to be suffer anymore..
She can't eat n can't drink,we have to feed her with using a pipe that connect to her inter body,some times we call her n she will response to us with a smile on her face or crying without tears but just sound..alright I hv to sleep now.. Good night peeps!!

Btw I wish myself good luck for tmr game,its final,vs hin hua..hope I can play well!!

The pekingese,Jojo

My dear pekingese dog,Jojo is sick..So weak all of a sudden!Brought him to vet just now..after examining Jojo,doc said Jojo need to be admitted..they took blood sample from Jojo..found that jojo's white blood cell is more than the red 1.But we ask me medication only...
We adopt Jojo around Chinese New Year,so he is with us around 2 months...He is very ill...laying on the floor whole day..urine on the floor while he is lying on the floor..He look more week after taking medicine..