Rest in peace

23/5/2012 Was talking about him today with my classmate ,I told them I hv two chow chow..one male one female..n talk about dogs b4 exam..
Then,after I arrive home at 5pm,every fur kids were barking at me..n Jericho was lying on the floor not like b4,every time anyone of us come bck home he will wake up n peep at the stair case..bt not today..first I tot he is sleeping,coz I know he is sick few days b4,lose appetite,bt then I call his name,he never gv me any response n the body is cold,I realize that is carcasses..I shout his name repeatly,I hope he can be alive again,bt no miracle,his body already cold,he won't be re alive..Jesus has the answer..
I wad crying n calling my dad by cell beside him..
I really hope I can see him running around at the hall again,I'm willing to clean ur urine n poo..I don't mind that ,Jericho,I really miss u..
Maybe this is a reply from Jesus..Jesus receive my prayer bt he has the answer for it..
I hope Jesus will take good care of him in heaven..
Rest in peace Jericho!we love you

21st May..dad stung by bees..places that stung were swollen obviously..hope he is ok without injection n consult doctor..hope antibiotic helps!
Days b4 my dog Jericho losing his appetite ,bt he still eating canned food,n ytd he doesn't want to eat anything ,he is sick...hope he will get well soon..Amen

I'm sick of this life

Monday -saturday's life sucks ...
Monday,Wednesday n Friday have to go to Bukit Jalil to do physio n rehab..I'm tired man!
I don like to go thr all alone by lrt,have to walk far to the station n to the ISN building,the main point is nobody accompany me at there..
Sometimes I hv to endure the pain on my knee during my training ..the pain is killing me..
Im not that fit than last time,I have to stay strong..spm is coming ..FIBA,ASEAN school..
I need to change!!

Everyone surrounded me is like making fool of me..what did I do?what mistake I did?gosh..
I'm stress n tired..
Things make me miss my home more,
Things make me feel like giving up..
I'm sick of this life,life goes on..n I'm fading away

最难过，最难受的时候是当你生病了，你身边最亲的人没在你身边，看着你，按时叫你吃药，陪着你，这种感觉真的不好受。就算说在宿舍有朋友的照顾，其实，大家都不当一回事，偶尔，随口问问你有好点了吗。就算有照顾，那些亲切，都不一样。。不喜欢在外面生病啊！好想家！特别是生病很难受的时候，我多么想看到爸妈在我身边

I'm tired:(

I feel exhausted ,time very pack,my life is very busy v my daily life routine..
I'm in pain.I need a vacation bt I got no time!games coming soon,spm coming soon..how many more times I left for both of this?training alr take plenty time..time never wait,time is a life,when it's pass it will never return..I hv to appreciate every thing from now..
Dear Jesus pls bless me.please free me away from injuries n pain..Amen..

7/11/2011 Monday

Today is my adorable boy Casper birthday!Now he is 1 years old!wish him to stay healthy ,happy n be a good boy!


Competition is getting nearer n nearer!we have to train hard,to be a leader,I'm very worry to lead this team up!it's really tough for me!plus my injuries make me feel uncomfortable during training n running..my team don't really train well these days..ppl don really put effort on their training ..they always day dreaming inside the court,n don't really remember how the set play runs..until coach can't stand it n punish the whole team..this is really bad,coz our competition is around the corner..no body want to fight for the best,n do their best in training..I don understand why!

Let's talk about my condition now,I sprained my ankle,now running/training with a swollen ankle,not really pain,I still can handle it..and im having very bad hurts on my left knee when I run,jump ,go up n down stairs,bend my knee,sit for too long n I couldnt do squat n lunges..n right knee pain sometimes..my shoulder injured doesnt hurt so often now days..
My knee make my whole leg don hv energy..pain badly..I have to tell myself to endure this pain..
N today my hamstring pain badly,something like I strained my hamstring badly..is very painful!!